Darker Desires
31 August 2011
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Wanting Danielle
by Vesperae
SMOKE SIGNALS MAGAZINE - September - October 2011
A few weeks ago, I stumbled upon a series of new SF glamour clips that unexpectedly ripped some very old emotional wounds wide open for me. And I've found it very difficult to think of little else since then, so I hope that you'll indulge me by allowing me to tell the story of what led to those emotional wounds, both as a sort of catharsis for me, and perhaps for some of you as well who might have found yourselves in a similar situation. I've never shared this with anyone before, and with the exception of the name of the woman in question, this story is entirely true and autobiographical.
01 July 2011
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Dangerous Secret Special Toys
by Vesperae
SMOKE SIGNALS MAGAZINE - July - August 2011
To have a Fetish is to be a Collector – a Collector of experiences, of memories, and of media and artifacts of all sorts. And like our experiences and memories, the media and artifacts that we collect over time typically originate from a wide range of sources.
Those over 40, like me, will especially know what I'm talking about, because most of us vividly remember the pre-internet days, when outside of a smoking relationship, content to entertain a SF could only be found on TV, radio, in print media, and for some, via candid smoking videos shot on the sly in public places. Many of those under 40 will also know what I'm talking about, but the "Hunter-Gatherer" approach to acquiring smoking content is an experience that anyone who became an adult as an internet user will never really understand.
